Today is definitely better. Not so worried about other people perception of me and am starting to be more centered on what i think about myself. I am by no means a bad person but there are things i can do that would make me a better version of myself. For the next week I am really going to try to observe rather than say. Learn stuff about my friends and teammates and try to be a listener. I am also going to be more of a loner. Sue and Bakes think I am dependent on them which is okay but I have never really been a co-dependent person. I usually pride myself on my ability to be on my own and be fine with that so I am going to try to start to do that. I really want to keep reflecting here too. More so in the morning than at night.