So I am starting to write again because 2016 has been a total bitch to me. I have failed at pretty much everything I try not to mention I have been binge drinking to excess lately and I want to go Sober for real. This has been the final straw with boys and everything i just cant afford to be acting like this. I could look in the mirror in high school and be really proud of the person i was. I am not now. I don't like drinking and i have no control of myself when I do. I really think this is the final straw but i need to stay true to that. No more am I going to be the drunkest girl at the party or let other people tell me what i did last night. I am done. I am going to go MIA at least until our season is over. I might go out with the girls, but no more GDX while drunk, or stuff like that. 2017 is going to be the year I get my shit together and that starts today. Wish me luck I am going to need it.